I’m scared I think I have ocd because of the way I react to certain things. I don’t get like super upset and I feel like I sorta have no reactions. I start get really upset and realize I definitely don’t want to die. So it feels like serious real life. But then the deeper I think about it it does start to soak in and I realize how horrible it is. So that’s really the main issue, which is making my stomach hurt and makes me terrified.
